20111223

Home Sick Surfing the Internet....

and this is what I found.

Chloe's Nails

This woman has more nail polish than I can ever imagine! I thought five bottles of the stuff seemed like a lot for me. Click on the link above to see close up pics...they're stacked two deep on each shelf. Also, she has some interesting tutorials on how to do nail designs that make me think a non-professional like myself could actually do some of them.


20111221

Full of Awesome...Creating Beauty

Earlier this year a friend posted on her blog her 20's Bucket List. Jennifer turned 29, so I think she is going to be really busy this year doing fun things! I thought this was a cool idea and I made my own 30's Bucket List. I like reading Jennifer's blog and seeing the things she's accomplished.

My list is in my journal...so in essence the full contents of it is Top Secret. However, it has a lot of travel destinations in it. It is shorter than Jennifer's list and I have 3 1/2 years left to complete it. I hope I do! Every once in awhile I look back on my list and remind myself of these goals.

This week, after I got home from visiting Jen in Las Vegas, I remembered that "Visit Jen in Vegas" was on my bucket list. Check! (The Jen I visited in Vegas is not the same Jennifer with the Bucket List. I guess I'm just blessed with friends named Jen/Jennifer.)

One of the awesome things about visiting  Jen was being around her creative energy. She has an amazing work space for craft projects and she is really encouraging of her daughter to make her own creations, too. More than once I heard Olivia say, "This is too hard. I can't do this." And Jen's response was always, "Yes, you can. Just keep trying."

We spent a day doing craft projects and talking. I don't really consider myself all that crafty, but around Jen I could feel myself start to believe in myself and my inner creative energy. I sort of felt like I was a second kid in the house because I was saying stuff like, "Oh, I can't really do that. I'm not crafty." And Jen just said right back, "Yes, you can. Just try."

One of the things Jen told me about was her art journal. She paints, draws, doodles, writes, whatever she feels like on a page a day. I thought it was a cool idea but I really was overwhelmed at the thought of having to fill a whole full size page. But I noticed that I have a 2011 daily planner that is about finished. It's a cute little book and instead of throwing it away when the years over, I converted it into my art journal. Each page is the perfect size for gluing a 3x5 card.

In just a little over a week of stamping, coloring, gluing stuff, painting and writing on at least one 3x5 card a day I can feel myself more in touch with my creative self. I realize that I am creative, I just put that part of myself down too much and dismiss the ideas I come up with as 'not creative' or put it in the 'I'll remember that for when I become creative' corner.

So this week, here are some of the things I've created or made.

1. I tried a new recipe from an old Martha Stewart 'Everday Food' magazine. Cook fish with herbs wrapped in parchment paper and foil. I baked them at 400F for about 35 min or so. I love fish, but I never make it. This is pretty easy and tasty and I felt creative using the parchment paper I bought ages ago and didn't do anything with.
I found these cool little star noodles!


Dinner for the week! I can't wait to eat it!
2. I rearranged one cupboard (yes, Paula, just one!). I have a counter area with my hot water kettle and I set up a 'drink station.' So now I have all my mugs, teas, hot chocolate and such all in one spot.



3. I don't really have a picture for this, but I've been trying to create a better body image. I've been having some health problems lately and I've really noticed lately how often I see pictures of skinny women with perfect abs. Have you ever noticed how every month the fitness magazines have articles about the newest and best ab workouts? I guess I'm not the only one who wants flattering, well defined, sexy abs.

So it's really sucked for me that I've been struggling with abdominal distension lately. My waist is extended two inches beyond normal in the morning. By the end of the day it's expanded another inch or two. I don't know where my abs are any more because I look like I have a pot belly. I know it's not a pot belly and that something is wrong because it hurts when I push on it and it hurts when I don't push on it, too. I don't really have any energy for working out most days and quite frankly why bother because doing sit ups literally makes me throw up on some days.

Doing my art journal, working on my scrapbook from my Prague trip and the other ideas that I come up with have helped me to feel like there is beauty in my life. I can create beauty and it doesn't have to be what seems like the constantly elusive six-pack, super model body.

Today I had an abdominal ultrasound.  As I lay on the table and watched images of my liver, gallbladder, pancreas and kidneys on the screen, I thought about how amazing and beautiful the human body is. I live, breathe, and move around every day in an amazing creation. I will probably be a life time devotee of eating healthy foods and always participate in some form of sport or exercise. I will do those things for the fun and the joy of them as well as an effort to care for this amazing, imperfect body. I will never be a super model. I will probably never have a six-pack of ab muscle. I will just be imperfectly, wonderfully me. I am good enough. I am beautiful. And I can be beautiful with a pot belly, a muffin top, a six-pack or just a regular, unremarkable, un-photographable stomach (even though I know which one I really want and I just can't let go of that desire completely no matter how unrealistic or unhealthy for me it may be).

Here are some links to body image and women's issues that I found on the web today that are thought provoking for me. Maybe they will be for you as well.

A. Waking up Full of Awesome

B. Real-Life Barbie


4.And lastly, here is a random picture of my street corner. Some days there are strange things on my street. Once there was a lost port-a-pottie in the middle of the road, one day a chair, this week a sink and the following day a fan. I don't know where this stuff comes from or where it goes because it doesn't stay long. But it's entertaining to see what surprise the day may bring. And because I work swing shift and sleep late, I feel quirky and random taking pictures of this crap in my pajamas and slippers in the middle of the day.




20111220

Really?

I spent too much time surfing Pinterest today and this is what I found.

The description Amazon gives is unbelievable.
Click here to link to Amazon.com.

20111218

Sinning it up in Vegas!

I went last weekend to Las Vegas to visit my friend, Jen Sanders. Jen and I were roommates during our Portland days. We hadn't seen each other for nine years, but it felt like it had just been yesterday. I love good friends like that! We spent a day hanging out at home making crafts and getting caught up. We did after school things with her and Dave's 8 year old daughter, Olivia. We went for a drive through Red Rock Canyon and went for a night out on the town. I also got to see a friend from high school while I was there.

Olivia called me 'Miss Ruthie' to my face. But she referred to me as 'Your Roommate' to her mom. I had a really great time staying with Go Team Sanders. They are good people. Here are some pics from my adventures. Be forewarned...these are pictures from Vegas so some of them are X-Rated and others are a tad scandalous.
Sorry, no pics of downtown Vegas. It's not that fabulous.


After seeing it, I believe Red Rock Canyon was named appropriately.

A hearty, survivor tree.



My new favorite beer! Who says you can't like a beer for it's label? Somewhere in Utah is a beer maker who has a sense of humor I appreciate! Too bad it's not sold in WA. I brought two empty bottles home though. It's nice to have funny things to look at around the house for days when you just need a laugh.

Together with Amy Cahoon Christensen. We've been friends since high school...and probably hadn't seen each other in at least 15 years! 

We ate at a taco place near a strip mall with an interesting variety of shops.

Random man at Olivia's school wearing all black and amazingly bright pink shoes.

Jen picking Olivia and her friend up from school. They made Christmas trees that day.
 A trip to Vegas is not complete without a visit to The Strip.
New York.


Jen and I at the Grand Canyon.

So right in the middle of a bunch of innocent T-shirts, magnets, mugs, shot glasses and whatnot was a shelf with Adult themed stuff.  All I have to say about these 'suckers' is No, No, and Hell No. The only positive thing is the safety plastic wrap.

Kahlua Colada...yum!

One sip is all it takes...

We ate dinner at a cafe in Monte Carlo. This is all that's left.

This doesn't show the tacky Ross Dress For Less store that is right next door and has a giant, blue sign.

I'm listening.

Fancy.

The Eiffel Tower.

I think I'd feel sexy if I ate at Fat Burger and then went to see Thunder Down Under. 

You can't see it, but the M&M store is over there as well as the store I bought a T-shirt at.

A cool wall fountain.

A Chihuly exhibit.



Sounds good to me.


The exterior of the Monte Carlo where we ate dinner.

Because throwing my money away is so fun! We spent a combined total of $3 and got vouchers for 70 cents.


It was over before I knew it. Thanks, Jen, Dave and Olivia for a fun time! I can't wait for my next stay with Go Team Sanders!

20111207

20111206

Very Important Announcement For My Family

I am done Christmas shopping. If I don't have it for you now, you're not getting it from me! Harrumph! (PS don't worry...what I got you is cool and *might* be from Prague or Village Books in Bellingham or maybe even Target...anyhow, I promise, you will like it!)

I am done shopping except for groceries and other necessities until AFTER the new year.

Have I ever mentioned how much I dislike shopping especially during the holidays? I went to Target not once, but twice, today (I forgot something and decided it was worth going back and getting it over with today). I went at 1 pm and then at 9:30 pm. At 1pm the parking lot was jammed pack and totally gave me an anxiety attack just looking at the lot. At 9:30 pm it was nearly empty.

I have decided that the positive thing about working nights and being up at weird hours on my days off is that shopping at 9:30 pm for me is like shopping at 4:30 pm for 'normal' daytime people. And it is so much better because there is practically no one in the store at that time. So I am really glad this year that I have a car and can do errands at stress free times.

20111205

Chuckanut Drive

Last week on my way home from Kirkland I drove up the Chuckanuts. Here are some pictures. I can never get tired of the amazing views of the San Juan Islands from the Bellingham area.